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these days my friends don’t seem to know me
without my suitcase in my hand
when I am standing still
I seem to disappear
but maybe that’s how I found you
maybe that’s taugh me exactly what I want
maybe meeting you so far away from home
is what makes it all so clear
but you got that special kind of sadness
you got that tragic set of charms
that only comes from time spent in Los Angeles
makes me wanna wrap you in my arms
when people ask me where I come from
to see what that says about man
I only end up giving bad directions
that never lead them there at all
it’s something written in the head lights
is something swimming in my drink
and if I were the moon
it would be exactly where I fall
cause you got that special kind of sadness
you got that tragic set of charms
that only comes from time spent in Los Angeles
makes me wanna wrap you in my arms
I used to think someone would love me
for places I have been
and the dirt I have been gathering
deep beneath my nails
but now I know what I’ve been missing
and I’m going home to make it mine
and I’ll be battening the hatches and pulling in the sails.
but you got that special kind of sadness
you got that tragic set of charms
that only comes from time spent in Los Angeles
makes me wanna wrap you in my arms
The Hollow Men
I
We are the hollow men
We are the stuffed men
Leaning together
Headpiece filled with straw. Alas!
Our dried voices, when
We whisper together
Are quiet and meaningless
As wind in dry grass
Or rats’ feet over broken glass
In our dry cellar
Shape without form, shade without colour,
Paralysed force, gesture without motion;
Those who have crossed
With direct eyes, to death’s other Kingdom
Remember us — if at all — not as lost
Violent souls, but only
As the hollow men
The stuffed men.
II
Eyes I dare not meet in dreams
In death’s dream kingdom
These do not appear:
There, the eyes are
Sunlight on a broken column
There, is a tree swinging
And voices are
In the wind’s singing
More distant and more solemn
Than a fading star.
Let me be no nearer
In death’s dream kingdom
Let me also wear
Such deliberate disguises
Rat’s coat, crowskin, crossed staves
In a field
Behaving as the wind behaves
No nearer —
Not that final meeting
In the twilight kingdom
III
This is the dead land
This is cactus land
Here the stone images
Are raised, here they receive
The supplication of a dead man’s hand
Under the twinkle of a fading star.
Is it like this
In death’s other kingdom
Waking alone
At the hour when we are
Trembling with tenderness
Lips that would kiss
Form prayers to broken stone.
IV
The eyes are not here
There are no eyes here
In this valley of dying stars
In this hollow valley
This broken jaw of our lost kingdoms
In this last of meeting places
We grope together
And avoid speech
Gathered on this beach of the tumid river
Sightless, unless
The eyes reappear
As the perpetual star
Multifoliate rose
Of death’s twilight kingdom
The hope only
Of empty men.
V
Here we go round the prickly pear
Prickly pear prickly pear
Here we go round the prickly pear
At five o’clock in the morning.
Between the idea
And the reality
Between the motion
And the act
Falls the Shadow
For Thine is the Kingdom
Between the conception
And the creation
Between the emotion
And the response
Falls the Shadow
Life is very long
Between the desire
And the spasm
Between the potency
And the existence
Between the essence
And the descent
Falls the Shadow
For Thine is the Kingdom
For Thine is
Life is
For Thine is the
This is the way the world ends
This is the way the world ends
This is the way the world ends
Not with a bang but a whimper.
T.S. Eliot
Invictus
Out of the night that covers me,
Black as the pit from pole to pole,
I thank whatever gods may be
For my unconquerable soul.
In the fell clutch of circumstance
I have not winced nor cried aloud.
Under the bludgeonings of chance
My head is bloody, but unbowed.
Beyond this place of wrath and tears
Looms but the Horror of the shade,
And yet the menace of the years
Finds and shall find me unafraid.
It matters not how strait the gate,
How charged with punishments the scroll,
I am the master of my fate:
I am the captain of my soul.
William Ernest Henley (1849–1903)
random
Love is still no home,
It is a swarthy old tomb.
A miscarriage of my own-
That decaying black womb.
Love fills and fills before emptying,
Like an angry, collapsed lung-
Only comparable to,
Sudden agony of a bitten-red tongue.
“Poison & Wine”
You only know what I want you to,
I know everything you don’t want me to.
Oh your mouth is poison, your mouth is wine…
You think your dreams are the same as mine!
Oh I don’t love you, but I always will.
Oh I don’t love you, but I always will.
Oh I don’t love you, but I always will.
I always will…
I wish you’d hold me when I turn my back,
The less I give the more I get back.
Oh, your hands can heal, your hands can bruise-
I don’t have a choice but I’d still choose you.
Oh, I don’t love you but I always will.
I always will.
I wanted you bad!
I’m so through with that…
Cause honestly you turned out to be the best thing I never had <3
You turned out to be the best thing I never had :)
And I’m gon’ always be the best thing you never had.
So sad, you’re hurt…
Boo hoo, oh, did you expect me to care?
You don’t deserve my tears,
I guess that’s why they ain’t there :)
When I think that there was a time that I almost loved you,
You showed your ass and I saw the real you…
Thank God you blew it!
I thank God I dodged the bullet…
I’m so over you,
Baby good lookin’ out :)
I’m gonna marry a poet.
What happens to a dream deferred?
Langston Hughes
Does it dry up
like a raisin in the sun?
Or fester like a sore—
And then run?
Does it stink like rotten meat?
Or crust and sugar over—
like a syrupy sweet?
Maybe it just sags
like a heavy load.
Or does it explode?
What happens to a fading star?
Does it cry and sigh like some mournfully rainy sky?
Or dissolve like a sepia-tone memory - And then die?
Does it twinkle like an acrid desert dune,
Or whisper its last beams and sing,
Like ghouls under vermeil autumn moon?
Maybe it just ebbs and flows, like a cold and shallow tide.
Or does it simply hide?
Michael J. Abolafia
I’ll do a review on her soon…Lana Del Rey…look out for this nymph-like songtress <3
Death Is Nothing At All
Death is nothing at all.
I have only slipped away to the next room.
I am I and you are you.
Whatever we were to each other,
That, we still are.
Call me by my old familiar name.
Speak to me in the easy way
which you always used.
Put no difference into your tone.
Wear no forced air of solemnity or sorrow.
Laugh as we always laughed
at the little jokes we enjoyed together.
Play, smile, think of me. Pray for me.
Let my name be ever the household word
that it always was.
Let it be spoken without effect.
Without the trace of a shadow on it.
Life means all that it ever meant.
It is the same that it ever was.
There is absolute unbroken continuity.
Why should I be out of mind
because I am out of sight?
I am but waiting for you.
For an interval.
Somewhere. Very near.
Just around the corner.
All is well.
Henry Scott Holland
I cheated myself-
Like I knew I would.
I told you I was trouble,
You know that I’m no good…
curiouscreeper asked: Just showin some love.
Aw thanks, ya creep! ;)
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